Out of touch with the world

So for the last 2 weeks my life has been sheer chaos. I am exhausted, fighting a losing battle with a cold and completely broke. On top of that I have PMS so steer clear!

For the 4th of July weekend I made the 4 hour drive home to Ft. Walton beach, Florida for 3 days in the sun. Spent the 4th drinking beer on Crab Island and hanging out with old friends. It was wonderful. Headed back to the ham on Sunday of that weekend where i proceded to pack for the trip to MO. I worked 1 day and then Tuesday boarded a plane to meet David's friends and family.

The trip was a blurr of small towns, bars and cows and oh so much fun. We spent the last couple of days at Lake of the Ozarks with his family and were having a great time until Saturday night when they recieved word that David's Grandmother had passed. Sunday we drove back to the ham, worked one day and that night hit the road to head back to MO only to turn around and come home on Wednesday after the services.

In total I have spent the last 4 days in a car. I am tired, I am cranky and all i want to do is cuddle up with David and go back to sleep. Only that is not an option. I have to work all weekend. I am offically going through withdrawals with out David by my side and could honestly cry I am so miserable.

That is all for now. Nothing funny, nothing witty, just whining. I am going to go put on my big girl pants and deal with it. Cheers.